always.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

FINAL PRESENTATION FOR YR3 SEM1 TODAY!

IM SO HAPPY=)

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

RUSHING FOR FYP PRESENTATION TML!

GLAD WE COULD FINISH EVERYTHING IN TIME=)

THX ALOT BD GROUPMATES FOR THE COORPERATION THIS TERM=)
I REALLY APPRECIATE IT=)

ANYWAY BEFORE I END OFF, I WAS CHATTING WITH A GUY I HAD A 4 YR CRUSH ON... I MEAN ONLINE.... IT WAS REALLY RANDOM FOR US TO BE TALKING.... HENCE I FIND IT KINDA WEIRD.... MEL.CHONG LO.... HAHA.... SADLY HE DIDNT RECEIVE MY LOVE LETTER WHEN I FIRST WENT INTO THE SAME SEC SCHOOL AS HIM=) HAHA....

NITE=)

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

went to watched batman with sis and bro today=)

burned a small hole in my pocket....

hehe....

but it was worth it=)

for them and for the show=)

Monday, July 21, 2008

i never fails to hav monday blues at the beginning of the week....

i totally hates monday :

firstly its the longest school day of the week(9am to 5pm).
secondly, weekend is just over.
thirdly, its just the starting if the week = 4 more days of school.

however, today is an exceptional=)
coz after school at 5pm, im meetin up with joan for some catch-up....
finally both of us hav time to meet up again=)
had our dinner at ajitsen ramen!
my treat=)
the old lady taking our order really CMI!
so slow and forgetful....
i tried the kimchi octopus ramen coz that time heard from siaoping it's not bad.
but then when i tried, not spicy at all....
i add damn alot of chilli powder and chilli oil before there is any taste..
joan always sticks to her cha shu ramen....but this time, its spicy=)
when i was done with my ramen i wasnt full yet so order one more rice....
AND i Finish everything=)
haha....
we sat there and chat alot....
mostly bout my stupid ex-bf....
the stupid things he did....
haha....
and we laugh just thinkin how silly those things were....

then joan rush me to go 'digest' our food so went over to bugis street to shop.
i managed to get a pair of shoes and a watch....
then we chat all the way home=)

hope to meet up with her again soon=)

Sunday, July 20, 2008

i saw him in the bus when i was heading home again....
same reactions....
hmmmmm......

Thursday, July 17, 2008

projects projects and more projects!

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

usual thing = late for lesson every wed morning....
got back my fm ca1 and i think i did quite ok for it. 1 more mark to get an A1.
but it's just 20% of the overall marks so ya i think too much of getting an A1.
wahaha....

wed = bd project day.
but little did i know we only met up for bout 1 hour....
coz we haven got our core products for our shop ready.
sickening....
haiz....
tml shall ask bd tutor again and finally start on phase 2=(
everything is so cork up!!!!
hate projects!

anyway i went town after that to walk walk around at tangs....
bought a necklace and hp keychain....
(im in love with shiny and sparkling things!)
there's so much more things tat i wanna buy but hav to control my spendings=)
need to save up....
ahaha....
then after getting some finger food, i left town for work..
plan to start work earlier but then lazy so rot at workplace with my ds lite lo....
haha....
kyee was slacking as there's no cust so we were chatting lo....

station: runner.
with kyee only lo....
and he plan de..
he said if im not workin he wouldnt put himself runner de....
hhhaha....
of course la, the rest all not as senior as us....
hehe....thick-skinned....

anyway at night, something happened at sakae....
at about 10.05pm, the power supply in the kitchen suddenly got shut off....
heard from them there's a little fire in the kitchen....
they took the fire extinguisher to put off the fire...
it happened due to wire short-circuit or something....
after bout 5min, the smoke was al around the place and the smell is so poisoneous that most of us went out of the place and stayed out on the walking pathway..
till when the gas and polluted air gets a bit more dispersed then we went back to get our belongings and left....

after work i went to da pao supper home coz i was hungry....
haha....
in the bus home, i was playing my ds....
as i was alighting, there's this guy tat i sort of remember seeing his face once i board the bus, goin down the same bus stop as me..
we got off and hmmm i just saw him goin the other direction but he turns and look back at me..or mayb he wasnt lookin at me at all la.....think too much....
when we cross the same road, he look back again....i was looking the the direction wher the cars are coming then i notice lo....
after crossin the road, i was walking towards the left side and i turn back and saw him lookin at this direction again....
am i thinkin too much or just simple crazy?
haha....
(but then his dressin not bad, he looks ok too.... but........hmmm...)
haha....
im just thinkin of knowing more frens, not wanting to get a bf la....
im not so desprate ok....
wahaha....
good nite=)

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

IM SO PISSED OFF!
HE SORT OF BLAME ME FOR TELLIN PEOPLE AROUND ME THAT WE ARE NO LONGER TOGETHER....
WTH?!
HE CAN SAY THE TRUTH BUT I CANT?
GOSH! WHAT IS HE THINKIN?
I NEVER DID ANYTHING WRONG OR WHAT SO IM NOT AFRAID TO LET PPL NOE BOUT WHAT HAPPEN....
WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM?
HE THINKS I GO ARD TELLING BAD THINGS BOUT HIM OR SPREADING RUMOURS?
I NEVER DID THAT LA....
PPL HAV EYES AND THE OTHER 4 SENSES, THEY CAN C WHAT'S GOING ON OR WHAT HAPPEN AND THE MOUTH IS THEIRS....
THEY CAN SAY WHATEVER THEY WANT AND PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH..
BUT IM SURE I NV DID THOSE THINGS=)

THERE'S THIS GAL WHO WENT TO TELL PPL THINGS I NV SAID OUT FROM MY MOUTH.....!

=(

today's a tiring day....
i had to stay after work to do project..
after project at bout 4pm, i met jimmy go cathay watch 'WANTED'..

we wanted to watch other movies but due to time constraint, we choose that movie..
hmmm not bad lo the movie=)
then i got home....
damn sian....
only raise voice to ans mum's qn....
then she thinks i shout at her and she made a big fuss out of it!
as if i owe her this?

f* can!
i already damn pissed off here still make me feel like running away from home!
f*!
i hate how life goes!
damn f*!!!!

Monday, July 14, 2008

today is a horrible day!
my 'first woman's day' make me hav stomach cramps and tired so easily.
and it's a MONDAY so it don help at all=(
i reach bd class only at 10am bcoz seriously i dislike the lesson now=(
the teacher's teaching method is not really very helpful....
and he's trying to giv us idea for our biz idea which i think is changin our buz's main concept! boo!=(
i skipped gbe lecture and slack in the library....
then meet up with 09 gals for lunch=)
soon it was tma tutorial n i noe i cant skipped=(
i had an urge to go bugis to do some shopping but thinkin that im meetin up ching at 5 plus, i don think there's enough time for me to do so..
mayb on thurs i might go? haha....
and i went for tma lecture but was TOO TIRED so i slept.... didnt even hav the energy and concentration to play ds lite....=(

finally lesson ended....
me and michelle went off together first....
while walking, i heard some whistling from behind..
i thought they were for a gal infront of me....(and ya i always ignore this kinda noisy sound)
little did i noe until hui qi walk over after a few mins saying there were a bunch of guys at the back sayin i look pretty -.-"

i thought i saw somebody whom i knew at the back? dotss.... michelle said huiqi said they were yr1 s? even more dotss...............

after i heard bout it, i pause for a while before talking to michelle again....

i ask her if she noe y i pause? she didnt know....

so ya i told her,' do u noe like everytime in front of u there's this gal or guy that you think looks good or not bad, but when he/she turn around.... 100points drop to less than 50points?'

i guess u guys get what i mean rite?

so i told her i wonder if the guys at the back think so too? haha....

funny to think like that hoh? haha.... was just tryin to humour.

wahahaha=)

ya then i went over to westmall first to wait for ching to end work....

but halfway i cant stand my stomach so went to the washroom..

after that, both ching and me were in time to meet up.

we headed to jurong east entertainment center to play snooker=)

haha....

i miss playing it with him.

as usual i lost so i had to treat him to KFC..

haha..

then we chatted for a while till 10pm before cabbin home=)

i reach home early!

so now here i am, bloggin here....

end of story today=)

nitez!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

BAD TEMPER DAY!

Saturday, July 12, 2008

last nite i manage to rest early, not like last few weekends when i only slept at 4, 5am.
so today wasnt very tired..
at work i was slacking the whole day!

afternoon shift: front station with cas.
started work at 12.
i felt lazy and cas too..
we were slacking by topping up stuff for the takeaway station at front for bout 1.5hours.
we were chatting and laughing...
i just suddenly remembered that bryan had shouted wrong 'welcome' to custs arriving at the entrance..
suppose to be 'irashaimasei', he shouted 'irashai..ramen..'

i only remembered so told cas. then she laugh non-stop.

and ya i shouted it out in the end and she said she was about to tell me not to shout that out but too late. wahaha..

hmmm then wah walk by to put his apron in the drawer as he wanna go washroom.

after he left, i took it out from the drawer and put it on the chair.

when he come back he cannot find it. then cas gave him hints before he found it..

and both of us laugh again..

when he's tying the apron, he 'tin siong' so i told cas that he had breast and pointed straight to it, she cant stop laughing.

jasmine said he got A cup..

hehehe..
only till then at 1.30pm, there's customers sitted at our station.
so ya we were serving cust and doing our usual stuff except that it is more relaxing..
then at bout 3, i was alone at front with less than 5tables of custs left i think.

night shift: cashier with xiaoyun.

2 cashier at night - shiok.

i was relaxing as there's 2 cashier so even if jam i oso not scare.

i nv like to do cashier nowadays for the fear to pay for loss of money at the end of the day=(

hmm i learnt how to do the report today and its so easy.

as long as i do a few more times, i guess i'll get the hang of it.

haha....

ching called to ask if i wanna join him for supper, but i only left sakae at bout near 11.

when i called him to eat supper, he told me he was done and goin back now.

i hang up the call and walk to bus stop quite disappointedly.

then we happen to meet on our way to the busstop so we chatted lo.

he ask me to go back to tabao home to eat but i didnt wanted to.

i was lazy.

then out of the sudden, he say 'y not i acc u to ur house there to eat?'

i shock and stun lo.

thought he already finish his supper then still don mind to go with me when he's working 9full tml.

so i said ok and we went back to my house nearby kopishop to eat..

then we sat by the carpark and chatted there till bout 1 am=)

that's our usual place to be when he send me home=)

after tonight, our relationship is complicated....

hmmmm........

Friday, July 11, 2008

late for 8am class as usual.
and always surfing the net in lab class.
then i went for gbe tutorial but was sleeping in class.
wahaha.
till when cher talk bout my bag as an example for something in class, i woke up.
and guess what he say after i woke up? 'wah she's tired,' 'u carry on sleeping la.'
but i was awake so didnt fall asleep again..

had lunch at fc1 and met up with fazli first.
after which reggie finally arrive after rushing home and back to school.
he was late coz he was 'old' and forget to bring his report..
wahaha..
(wonder if he will read this)
he ate 2 serving of food.

we met up early to discuss on how to present for the gems project later..
crappy gems!
the teacher(mimi)is damn biased can!
racist i guess..
during the lesson i was playing ds lite until when it's our group's turn..
after presentation, mimi says we had done a lot on our research and i think she thinks it good overall? don really know but i know she seems biased towards fazli.
then when everything ended, i need to go for work..

night shift: runner..
'ma yi' -> xiao ping
ma yi was putting order, im doing everything except putting order. the other 2 are sendign out orders or helping out=)
i knew the kitchen AC is inside so i told ma yi to be careful not to let him jam us.
sometimes he purposely wanna jam us.
will he feel happy? i don understand.
anyway we nv jam.... haha.
only once with fried tofu! =(
anyway today shiok coz normal busy and i was doin my favourite station=)

after work went to acc ching and fei eat support before going home!
nitez=)
gonna rest early tonight=)

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

jimmy send me de....full of meanings=)

♣宁可坦白的被告知真相,也不原成为被隐瞒到最后的愚者.

♣坚强的女人，会哭，但不会输。坚强的男人，会输，但不会哭！

♣拿起比放下容易的多

♣爱情=执著+想念+吃醋+疑心+甜蜜+心疼+幸福+嫉妒+脸红+撒娇

Monday, July 7, 2008

skipped BD today not that i didnt wanted to turn up but i overslept -.-"
as u noe, letting my mum know i skipped lesson = shouting and scolding AGAIN!
haiz..
i really cant stand her anymore....
she will shout at me instead of talking to me nicely....
Y MUST SHE SHOUT AT ME?
I REALLY HATE TO STAY AT HOME SOMETIMES!
how i wish i could migrate away and i wouldnt need to stand all these unreasonable things done to me!
haiz.... damn!
i feel really sad and wish to get away from her when she shouts at me for small things....
mayb one day when i cant take it, i'll just leave..
................................

last night i slept at bout 3am..
i was doing tma last min and so didnt sleep early..
then i was here in school but late for gbe lecture so was slacking in the pc lab.. lucky michelle didnt hav her bd lesson so she's here in the pc zone with me.. there's no tma tutorial today as cher said it is used to replace the trip that we visited changi airport terminal 3.

i went for lunch with the 09 gals as usual and left school at 2 to meet ching at kranji mrt..

then we met up with chicken little....

first he drove us to a place that is somewhat like a mall....the purpose of goin there is bcoz ching wanna play the racing car....in the end oso nv play then we went off le....but we head to giant to buy things....and ya we bought alot of tidbits and chips....as if we are going camping.... wahahahaah!!!!

next we went to fetch his gf from school and headed to find the bank for ching to withdraw money..by then, i started feeling hungry and i bet ching sure hungry like hell! hmmm then after 20mins?. we finally reach the place wher we are eating... ' lan....dunno what'(forgot!i'll ask chicken little tml) wa the place is located at PERLING and beside:

we ate seafood -> drunken prawns, la la, crabs, fish and 'ma lai feng guang'....
the no. of bowl of rice we ate:
me = 2
ching = 3
chicken little = 2
chicken little's gf = 1

i cant believe i ate 2 bowls of rice! haha.... guess i too hungry le bah....

hmmm then the bill total up to RM160! ching pay for me coz he say he will be treating me lo....haha....
after dinner we headed to another place sort of like mall de to get some ice-cream....actually plan to eat durian but stupid ching don like....he hate the smell and taste of it....haha....for me i like the taste but not the smell..wahahaha....

before we left jb, we went to somewher that's like a themepark...

4 of us played the bumper car and it was so fun! hahaha....it has been ages since me and ching played from our previous time..really enjoyed it!next, we went to try out those stalls that u can play to exchange for gifts.. ching played the stupid game of using the net to catch a duck. he only receive a cd pouch after catching a duck with the lowest winning score....hahaha....ching's quite a bored person, i wan play what he oso say don wan....boring guy! lastly we went to play this ride that rotates and go in circles up and down from slow to fast speed.i didnt manage to get a pic for it so cant let u imagine how is it like.... chicken little didnt wan to take n ching oso don feel like....i guess they scare dizzy ba....haha.... in the end we still took it all together....

before we left, i took pics of the merry-go-round ride there....the lighting is so beautiful! but i only remembered to take this....quite wasted.. hmmm....

then both of us went back while chicken little stayed in jb at his gf house....

that's all nite=)

A SONG FOR YEO JIE YING, MY BESTIE + SISTER:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY TO JOAN,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!!

I WISH U ALL THE BEST WITH UR ANOTHER HALF!
HOPE YOU WILL BE HAPPY AND LIVE HAPPILY!
PROMISE TO U THAT WE WILL ALWAYS BE THE BEST PAIR OF SISTERS FOREVER AND EVER!
IM ALWAYS HERE FOR U OKAY=)
REALLY TAKE CARE! =p

Sunday, July 6, 2008

saturday and sunday = working day to me....

bored eh....

saturday:

i don understand y they no longer put me in runner station that often anymore....

i somehow hate it becoz i really like being a runner..

even if they wanna train newbies, i don think i cant help them....

gosh just hate work now....unless there's frens for me to slack with or hav fun with....

i don dislike the 2 managers but i have a feelin that the one-in-charge doesnt really like me..

i don bother to care so much too.. i just wanna earn money and do the things that i need to do..

hmmm some people already know bout me and ching le.. then at work today both of us were talking and joking la, then feipeng come ask me if we patch back.. we didnt.. and i nv plan to...... as at this point we r just good frens and talk like normal lo....

ya im ok and im being myself at work and anywher.... mayb i feel sad as it is a definite emotion that i will feel but i don c a need for it to overcome being myself..hhahaha.... time will eal everything....

hmmm went for supper with ching and chicken little and some other workmates....after supper was chatting with ching at the bus stop before i head home.... it was quite late when i reached home + tired, so didnt do the tma project in the end.... haiz.... nite....

sunday :

today at work was so ok! coz damn a lot of staff working lo! at nite:

suppose to be front(2), center(3), back(4) and runner (4) but turn out back got 6 staff working! wth! but today still ok le busy lo....i end work at 9 so bought supper and went home.... stayed online to do tma project till bout 2am.... really time to go to bed.... nitez!

Friday, July 4, 2008

emo emo....

i regret sleeping at 1am last night....
this few weeks i hav been sleeping at late hours....
feel so damn tired now....hate to wake up early! sucky.....

hmmm was slacking in ascm class but luckily got pc.....
was looking at my blog and saw ching and me de neoprint taken on 22jun08, i suddenly feel so sad....haha....emo.... like sort of hav a feeling that i will miss the times we had together in the past somehow....
haha....
time will heal me and i'll be better in time=)
haha... nes jiayou ba! just keep those good memories lo....don wish to repeat the process between me and him anymore....i just miss those things somehow....mayb coz we just broke up.... but i believe i can find a better man than him....
but at the moment im scare of getting hurt anymore.... maybe this period of time, my blog will be quite emo bah.... haha....
hope time will pass quickly....

Thursday, July 3, 2008

thurs' a late school day today=)

i went over to sakae to put my things for tml first before heading to school....

i was chatting with ching and ya that slut like keep pestering him lo.... sms him, call him....so desprate to get him.... i find her so irritating lo....hahahaha.... despo....

hmmm and ya! i didnt went for ascm class coz i was late le... n im so gonna skip BD today.... i slack in the library here and print notes..
meeting up with ai ren(kaishin) and sharon at 2.30pm for sakae buffet at ntu=)
after buffet gonna rush home to complete my tma project and study for my make-up test next week....
im feel so full and sick of buffet....
haha...yesterday steamboat, today sakae buffet....
grow fat....haha....
hai gtg go do my tma project and relax after that....but don think i can get it done by tonight....

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

FM day....

tutorial =equals=

late(attendence still taken),
breakfast(to save time in the morning)
read newspaper(to get updated with the world and jobs-seeking)
listening to radio(when i cant stand his voice)
haha....
seriously its like he's talking to himself and he nv notice or even care bout what im doing....
aiyoyoyo....
i so need to work hard for fm by myself....

wa i so pissed off by someone early in the morning before lesson!
bd again lo....
i decide that the phase 1 leader should do the additional info that cher wanted from phase1....
then this morning phase1 leader sms me ' for the collation of the additional info to be shown to cher tml, i think u collate better, coz i scare i'll make mistakes and i'll be home late tonight.'
i c le, wa....thought already confirm then now last min ask me to take over her task?....dotss eh...so i replied her that already decide is she do de, and in addition if she noes what our bd is about, there's no fear of making mistakes ma. n told her to pls do something as phase1 leader can? cant be everything i do ma.' she say,' but phase 1 is over. for everythin in phase1 i do le ok, what else u expect?' i c le i even more stun! i cant believe she thinks she did alot for it....hahaha.... i don mind doing it but anyway, im not free today too.... at least she should hav inform me yesterday ma.... aiyo..she thinks she last min got something on then i very free, sit here wait for her to pass me her task ar? hahahaha.... i cant believe it la.... i wander what impt last min thing she hav but aiya don wanna think or care so much ba.... already decide who's gonna do it then don last min change le.... i think she bu shuang or what and reply,' you instructed me to do it. i hav no opinion to it.although u ask me to do, i din reject coz i thought i was free. now that i've something on last min(...) [the msg got cut off when i receive i guess.... haha....] i c le, even more dots.... this is not that i instructed her to do....i decide on so is bcoz this is part of phase 1 and she should finalise it.... the phase1 report and ppt oso not she finalise one.... from my point of view i think should be the phase leaders compile their own phase work....so 'ya', she did 'everything' for phase 1 le......c her reply, i got nth to say le......sick of bd! in the end still i ask her to complete it....
(feel better after venting everythin out....since i dare to write it here, im not scare if she noes....becoz i feel that im not wrong) by the way, the task is to finalise the categories of products that we r selling and the products' price range...... not much rite?...... aiyo i really dots now....

hmmm ok back to happy times....
after school did some project stuff before meeting up with mr chin to bugis....
coz we are both craving for the steamboat buffet that's so delicious....
wahaha....

::::our plan::::

*grow fat with steamboat buffet.... (ya we did!!!!hahahaha....)

*digest with a short shopping trip at bugis street.... (nah! i was feeling warm and quite broke soon)

*drop by sim lim square to update a few games in my ds lite.... (yeh! to the same shop that ching got the ds lite for me....got 8 new games so i wouldnt be that very bored at the moment.)

*hav fun at arcade.... (as usual yesh=) and we played the mario racing game which we played on our very first date on 22/06/06.... we played it again today..)

*maybe get jam hsiao's album.... (no no, not yet available in china so no cheap...)

*we happen to sit at starbucks coz i was craving for 'dark mocha frappuccino'
hahahaha....
then we went back home=)

actually today is the very last day we r goin out as a couple....
ya today is the day we finally are officially not together....
i so don bear to let go....he too....but think for our future and reality, we don really suit each other....so we hav to do this.....early..........
nitez.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

it has been so damn long since i've blog.... like for 3 months already?! wauh! anyone miss me? wahaha.... crapping.....

a million things happened in these few months....
its too much to be written down here....

but now it's a brand new beginning for me again=)
i wanna start afresh so i change my blog....

im able to let go already....

right now i just need time to heal myself and to find back the ME before i met him....

i need time to get use to my new life....

he's no longer mine and im no longer his....

we are just good frens now and still do chat with each other often....

though quite sad....

but i believe we made the right decision to end our r/s now as we find our character do not suit each other that much....

this is the reason y we ended it....

but....for me there are more reasons to it than just this that we broke up....

i do not hav to say it out coz mayb some ppl can c it for themselves as time goes by.....

hahahaha....

without him,

i believe,

i will,

*love myself more....

*live happier than him....

*live better than him....

*spend my life more meaningfully....

im sure all these are true when im given some time to get over it....

now that i thought of the whole r/s, its not worth it for me to wanna go back to the past anymore....

i just wanna get over it in the shortest possible time now....

wahahaha....

i am able to=)

but well in this r/s i really learnt a lot and experience a lot of reality....

so, but, anyway, afterall, he's not the man im looking for....

hahahaha....