it has been so damn long since i've blog.... like for 3 months already?! wauh! anyone miss me? wahaha.... crapping.....

a million things happened in these few months....
its too much to be written down here....

but now it's a brand new beginning for me again=)
i wanna start afresh so i change my blog....

im able to let go already....

right now i just need time to heal myself and to find back the ME before i met him....

i need time to get use to my new life....

he's no longer mine and im no longer his....

we are just good frens now and still do chat with each other often....

though quite sad....

but i believe we made the right decision to end our r/s now as we find our character do not suit each other that much....

this is the reason y we ended it....

but....for me there are more reasons to it than just this that we broke up....

i do not hav to say it out coz mayb some ppl can c it for themselves as time goes by.....

hahahaha....

without him,

i believe,

i will,

*love myself more....

*live happier than him....

*live better than him....

*spend my life more meaningfully....

im sure all these are true when im given some time to get over it....

now that i thought of the whole r/s, its not worth it for me to wanna go back to the past anymore....

i just wanna get over it in the shortest possible time now....

wahahaha....

i am able to=)

but well in this r/s i really learnt a lot and experience a lot of reality....

so, but, anyway, afterall, he's not the man im looking for....

hahahaha....