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Monday, August 18, 2008
MORE UPDATES ON THE 5TH AUG ENTRY=)
all along when im with T, there's this C ard who like T alot....
from what i noe, after me and T got together, C still wouldnt give up and even moved into the same unit as T after that..
i couldnt stop it from happening....
this is the first mistake/nightmare to our r/s....
those working at my workplace(sakae sushi) should know bah....
C just do whatever she wanted to be close to T....
(during the time when T was after me, there was a kitchen staff who told C bad things bout T and she came to ask me this. ' eh u like t ar?' like very scare me and T together as she likes T alot. then i say no y, then she walk off. another time i think rumours spread bout me and T de. she come ask me again and tell me bad things bout T that the kitchen staff told her. so guess what? Till now T don seem to believe that she purposely tell me bad things bout him but coz C was influenced by others. i damn dots, u don believe ur gf at that time but instead believe what C says. see how much she can influence and brain-wash him? haha.)
as u noe then, as time goes by, they were closer and closer...
rumours between them spread all the time at our workplace....
Almost every service staff came and told or ask me bout it.
Some ask,’ wa they live together eh somemore that gal like ching so much, u not scare they got something ma?’
Some say,’eh they hold hands eh, from a woman’s point of view, they like got ‘ai mei’ relation leh.’
Got one say,’ wa they got same toe ring not?’
always regarding 2 of them doin something which i hav no idea of..
whenever T go smoke, C went along. even if busy she ask another manager or sup to take over and go with him. go for break and lunch oso. so desprate ar? at home smoke together not enough, at work oso must smoke together ar.
i just feel that all these were so unfair to me as im his gf...
All these things he nv thought of my feelings at all..
It really suck…
but i just pretend i nv hear and choose to trust T lo....
some might be true, some might not be.
C did went to tell ppl bout her goin to his room and playing ps2 together, go jb together, eat supper together,.....
she also went to tell every new staff that she likes T. but he don believe that she went to spread some things that's y some staff came and tell me..
everybody knows ching was with me and she did things to affect us….
I guess they all thought she was being slutty to do that? Some told me she’s cheap.
I dunno what can I use to describe this kind of person, only u guys can say her.
If not later some people who don understand the situation say im talking bad bout her.... wahaha!!!!
and she went to seduce a few of the guys working at my workplace.. (not that im saying rumours but those guys who r my good frens did tell me bout it, haha)
she also went to say things to others and told them not to let me noe..
there's even once when she came to tell me that a lot of guys like her and she was giggling non-stop..
i was thinkin is she trying to show off to me? haha....
but my thinkin was just: it doesnt matter how many guys like u but to be with a guy that truely loves u and that u love him too....
isnt this right? y so greedy or desprate?
and of course i do think they chat everyday when they are smoking in their unit's kitchen..
at first i didnt noe y my bf did things this way and nv thought of my feelings, but now that i think bout it....
i just simply noe y.
he never tried to prevent those things from happening and just betrayed our r/s....
during a period of time, i think is during 2007 de june. they were on leave at the same time and T told me that C initialled to go find him at his house at hometown. she lived there for 1 or 2 nights too. (i got know this when i went back with him and while chatting with his mum, his mum accidentally spilled it out.but also with a few times of forcing then he finally admit to me. at first he totally bluff me is his previous ex, kelly khoo. really a coward rite?) but then that gal really very slutty huh? know T got gf still want go there somemore dunno his family well then stay there. T oso got problem to agree to it and both of them kept it to secret to me all along. its ok that people say im stupid or what. i admit this is my first relationship so i choose to trust T 100% but in the end, conclusion is that im wrong lo. at least i learnt alot from this. but doesnt make u think that long before they already betrayed me and ching relatinonship? oh ya he got admit to me that 1 yr ago he did think that that gal de character quite suit him and got 'hao gan' for her. this what he told me. he said didnt tell coz noe i will bu shuang. till now he still protecting her. haha.
talkin bout work things, there was once a lot thing happened between sean(last time de RM), that gal, xiao yun and coco. im sure u noe this is service problem not kitchen problem right? T went to help clarify that gal name and keep saying not her wrong, is bcoz sean influence her. i hear le also got nth to say. he totally under her spell already oh.
last time got a part-time staff bu shuang me and went to shot to managers things bout me, T didnt seem to care bout my feelings and only said things to that part time staff'sbf and that's it. T just tell me to ignore that person lo. nv help me to go confront her or what.
this makes things so obvious rite?
i just don understand y does C wanna do such stuff till so far....
she's really so cheap.
haha. both of them so xia jian is all i can say. and coward.
and i got to know that gal even got call T's mum to chit-chat too.
so fast wanna buy over his mum le ar. haha.
whenever i ask him qns regarding to all these, he nv admits....
i truely thinks he only noes how to lie to me...
whatever that he has done i was willing to forgive at that time becoz all i wanted was to be with him....
but now its a totally different thing already.
then finally we made a decision to break off.
but during that time im sure T told C everything and she knew it all along.
i truely believe they will their retribute one day.looking forward till that day=)w
e broke off with the right reasons..
for me, its becoz i finally dared to face reality and noe i should let go when im not happy with him. he nv gave me true happiness and he's not a guy who is worth me loving and caring for.. the worst thing of all is that im kept from the truth.. and he betrayed our r/s and me.... he fall for another gal....
for his reasons, he said our character don suits, our background different, age gap.... all the reasons were like physically kind and really don play a part in preventing 2 person from being together....
but im sure his reason is bcoz he fall for C le..
(by the way when i told ah kang that we broke up coz chararcter don suit. he went to tell ah kang that is bcoz what i wants and what he wants are different, blah blah blah. ah kang of course believe him i guess. haha)
after T & me broke off not long later, we talked through and T finally admits to me that he had feelings for C.
i just have the feeling that it happened long ago but he didnt admit or tell anyone.
for this reason i will nv understand y he still choose to be with me and not to end it once and for all.
i really think that im so so so much (mayb100%) better than C.... i really truly think like this.... haha.... it's really true i guess....(c im so proud now! LAN SI!!!! haha)
and there's these thing bout C that i don understand about. i heard that she's goin out with another guy now.. i couldnt understand y is the situation like this? there's so much that she did in the past 2 yrs to create problems between me and T and we really broke off like how she wanted but now? she nv choose to be with T but instead go out with another guy at the same time? i heard they hold hands till C realise T saw then she let go of the other guy's hand.... dotssssss..........?
for now i really wish i didnt hav known T at all....
i might wanna pretend tat i nv knew him before....
this is not that i cant let go but he's really too much....
im living better now which is better then him still in another hole trying hard for that C mayb?
im very sure i can find a better guy who will NOT LIE to me and also will treasure me=)
all along when im with T, there's this C ard who like T alot....
from what i noe, after me and T got together, C still wouldnt give up and even moved into the same unit as T after that..
i couldnt stop it from happening....
this is the first mistake/nightmare to our r/s....
those working at my workplace(sakae sushi) should know bah....
C just do whatever she wanted to be close to T....
(during the time when T was after me, there was a kitchen staff who told C bad things bout T and she came to ask me this. ' eh u like t ar?' like very scare me and T together as she likes T alot. then i say no y, then she walk off. another time i think rumours spread bout me and T de. she come ask me again and tell me bad things bout T that the kitchen staff told her. so guess what? Till now T don seem to believe that she purposely tell me bad things bout him but coz C was influenced by others. i damn dots, u don believe ur gf at that time but instead believe what C says. see how much she can influence and brain-wash him? haha.)
as u noe then, as time goes by, they were closer and closer...
rumours between them spread all the time at our workplace....
Almost every service staff came and told or ask me bout it.
Some ask,’ wa they live together eh somemore that gal like ching so much, u not scare they got something ma?’
Some say,’eh they hold hands eh, from a woman’s point of view, they like got ‘ai mei’ relation leh.’
Got one say,’ wa they got same toe ring not?’
always regarding 2 of them doin something which i hav no idea of..
whenever T go smoke, C went along. even if busy she ask another manager or sup to take over and go with him. go for break and lunch oso. so desprate ar? at home smoke together not enough, at work oso must smoke together ar.
i just feel that all these were so unfair to me as im his gf...
All these things he nv thought of my feelings at all..
It really suck…
but i just pretend i nv hear and choose to trust T lo....
some might be true, some might not be.
C did went to tell ppl bout her goin to his room and playing ps2 together, go jb together, eat supper together,.....
she also went to tell every new staff that she likes T. but he don believe that she went to spread some things that's y some staff came and tell me..
everybody knows ching was with me and she did things to affect us….
I guess they all thought she was being slutty to do that? Some told me she’s cheap.
I dunno what can I use to describe this kind of person, only u guys can say her.
If not later some people who don understand the situation say im talking bad bout her.... wahaha!!!!
and she went to seduce a few of the guys working at my workplace.. (not that im saying rumours but those guys who r my good frens did tell me bout it, haha)
she also went to say things to others and told them not to let me noe..
there's even once when she came to tell me that a lot of guys like her and she was giggling non-stop..
i was thinkin is she trying to show off to me? haha....
but my thinkin was just: it doesnt matter how many guys like u but to be with a guy that truely loves u and that u love him too....
isnt this right? y so greedy or desprate?
and of course i do think they chat everyday when they are smoking in their unit's kitchen..
at first i didnt noe y my bf did things this way and nv thought of my feelings, but now that i think bout it....
i just simply noe y.
he never tried to prevent those things from happening and just betrayed our r/s....
during a period of time, i think is during 2007 de june. they were on leave at the same time and T told me that C initialled to go find him at his house at hometown. she lived there for 1 or 2 nights too. (i got know this when i went back with him and while chatting with his mum, his mum accidentally spilled it out.but also with a few times of forcing then he finally admit to me. at first he totally bluff me is his previous ex, kelly khoo. really a coward rite?) but then that gal really very slutty huh? know T got gf still want go there somemore dunno his family well then stay there. T oso got problem to agree to it and both of them kept it to secret to me all along. its ok that people say im stupid or what. i admit this is my first relationship so i choose to trust T 100% but in the end, conclusion is that im wrong lo. at least i learnt alot from this. but doesnt make u think that long before they already betrayed me and ching relatinonship? oh ya he got admit to me that 1 yr ago he did think that that gal de character quite suit him and got 'hao gan' for her. this what he told me. he said didnt tell coz noe i will bu shuang. till now he still protecting her. haha.
talkin bout work things, there was once a lot thing happened between sean(last time de RM), that gal, xiao yun and coco. im sure u noe this is service problem not kitchen problem right? T went to help clarify that gal name and keep saying not her wrong, is bcoz sean influence her. i hear le also got nth to say. he totally under her spell already oh.
last time got a part-time staff bu shuang me and went to shot to managers things bout me, T didnt seem to care bout my feelings and only said things to that part time staff'sbf and that's it. T just tell me to ignore that person lo. nv help me to go confront her or what.
this makes things so obvious rite?
i just don understand y does C wanna do such stuff till so far....
she's really so cheap.
haha. both of them so xia jian is all i can say. and coward.
and i got to know that gal even got call T's mum to chit-chat too.
so fast wanna buy over his mum le ar. haha.
whenever i ask him qns regarding to all these, he nv admits....
i truely thinks he only noes how to lie to me...
whatever that he has done i was willing to forgive at that time becoz all i wanted was to be with him....
but now its a totally different thing already.
then finally we made a decision to break off.
but during that time im sure T told C everything and she knew it all along.
i truely believe they will their retribute one day.looking forward till that day=)w
e broke off with the right reasons..
for me, its becoz i finally dared to face reality and noe i should let go when im not happy with him. he nv gave me true happiness and he's not a guy who is worth me loving and caring for.. the worst thing of all is that im kept from the truth.. and he betrayed our r/s and me.... he fall for another gal....
for his reasons, he said our character don suits, our background different, age gap.... all the reasons were like physically kind and really don play a part in preventing 2 person from being together....
but im sure his reason is bcoz he fall for C le..
(by the way when i told ah kang that we broke up coz chararcter don suit. he went to tell ah kang that is bcoz what i wants and what he wants are different, blah blah blah. ah kang of course believe him i guess. haha)
after T & me broke off not long later, we talked through and T finally admits to me that he had feelings for C.
i just have the feeling that it happened long ago but he didnt admit or tell anyone.
for this reason i will nv understand y he still choose to be with me and not to end it once and for all.
i really think that im so so so much (mayb100%) better than C.... i really truly think like this.... haha.... it's really true i guess....(c im so proud now! LAN SI!!!! haha)
and there's these thing bout C that i don understand about. i heard that she's goin out with another guy now.. i couldnt understand y is the situation like this? there's so much that she did in the past 2 yrs to create problems between me and T and we really broke off like how she wanted but now? she nv choose to be with T but instead go out with another guy at the same time? i heard they hold hands till C realise T saw then she let go of the other guy's hand.... dotssssss..........?
for now i really wish i didnt hav known T at all....
i might wanna pretend tat i nv knew him before....
this is not that i cant let go but he's really too much....
im living better now which is better then him still in another hole trying hard for that C mayb?
im very sure i can find a better guy who will NOT LIE to me and also will treasure me=)